Monday, March 27, 2006, 8:33 PM
im not going to start with hello today! i am freaking pissed!! we got WRONGLY accused by the BLOODY teacher!!! for NOT doing RESEARCH! WHAT SORT OF CRAP IS THAT!? YOU WANT PROVE. I HAVE 2 PAGES FULL OF RESEARCH. YOU THINK WE'RE THAT SMART TO KNOW SO MUCH ON MOULD!? YOU THINK THE STUPID PRIMARY TAUGHT THIS TO US!? I HOPE SOME FREAKING TEACHERS WOULD SEE THIS! I AM VERY FRUSTRATED AND PISSED! NOT LIKE ITS OUR FAULT FOR NOT HAVING PEOPLE LISTEN TO US PRESENT.

YOU THINK SOMEONE WOULD WANT TO LISTEN TO SOMEONE THEY'RE NOT CLOSED TO SAY SOMETHING!? YOU THINK OUR CLASS IS THAT UNITED!? ITS MY SHIT!

ARROUSE MY SHIT INTEREST! YOU THINK YOU TALK VERY NICE ARHS!? LIKE I THINK MORE PEOPLE WOULD WANT TO LISTEN TO US THAN TO LISTEN TO YOUR BLOODY NAGGING!

I AM VERY VERY VERY FREAKING PISSED! its COMMON sense that someone would ONLY listen to another say something WHEN THEY ARE CLOSED TO EACH OTHER OR KNOW EACH OTHER VERY WELL.

such as a friend would OF COURSE want to listen to their other friend in another group present so as to see the work the friend had done in her other group.

SO YOU'RE SAYING THAT IT'S OUR FAULT FOR NOT HAVING FRIENDS!? IS IT OUR FAULT TO BE THE LEAST NOTICED IN THE CLASS!? IS IT OUR FAULT FOR NOT HAVING A CHANCE TO SPEAK UP FOR OURSELVES AND MISERABLY LET THEM PUSH US AROUND!? IS IT OUR FAULT THAT NOBODY CARES ABOUT US!? IS IT OUR FAULT THAT WE ARE TREATED LIKE PIECES OF PEBBLES-KICKED AND TOSSED!? IS IT OUR FAULT TO BE BORN IN THIS WORLD!?!? YOU THINK I WANT TO SUFFER LIKE THIS!? DO YOU KNOW HOW TOUGH IT IS TO BEAR THROUGH ALL THESE FOR 7FULL YEARS!?

HOW WOULD YOU FEEL IF I KICKED YOU AROUND FOR 7 FULL YEARS! FOR ALL YOUR LIFE. BEING TOYED AROUND! BEING IGNORED! BEING SPARE TYRES! YOU THINKS ITS NOT TIRING!? YOU THINK ITS NOT IRRITATING!? YOU THINK I LIKE THIS WORLD AT ALL?! YOU KNOW WHAT?! I HATE MY LIFE AND I HATE THE WHOLE OF THIS WORLD! I HATE THE PEOPLE. I HATE THE FATE. I HATE EVERY SINGLE SHIT IN LIFE! I DONT WANT TO LIVE ANYMROE!!!