i hate my class. i hate msot of the people in it. i really do HATE them!! why must they treat me like this?! why must they treat us like the background-the air surrounding. they dont put our presence into consideration!! when they're angry, they just like to scream at us when we make a little but of noise. but when THEY'RE happy and THEY scream and shout. they dont even care about their noise level. they just continue laughing and screaming. and when we ask them to quiet down a little they continue to screama nd shout! THEY DONT CARE ABOUT US!!! i hate you all!! i hate you all to the darn CORE!!

yes! i know someone doesnt like me JUST BECAUSE I DIDNT DRAW?! HEY DRAWING IS MY FREEDOM! I DRAW ANYTIME I WANT. ARE YOU ANGRY CAUSE I DIDNT LISTEN TO YOU!? OR ARE YOU ANGRY THAT I DIDNT FEEL LIKE DRAWING! SELFISH PIECE OF CRAP! WHAT IS THE USE ANYWAYS?! WHAT IF I DID DRAW SOMETHING. WOULD THAT HELP?! WOULD THAT HELP IN THE CHANGE OF ATTITUDE IN BOTH THE REST OF THE CLASS TOWARDS US AND YOUR BEHAVIOUR AND WAY OF THINKING?!?! IT'LL ONLY HARM YOU AND MAKE YOU THINK THAT YOU'RE SUPERIOR AND THAT EVERYBODY WOULD LISTEN TO YOU! IM HELPING YOU HERE AND YOURE SAYING ITS MY FAULT FOR NOT LISTENING TO YOU!?!?

YOU PEOPLE ARE ALL JUDGEMENTAL!! DOESNT MEAN THAT I DIDNT WANT TO DRAW OR AS YOU THINK I DIDNT LISTEN TO YOU, THEN I WOULDNT LISTEN TO ANYONE! AND THAT IM IRRITATING OR WHATEVER. THAT IM A SPOILTSPORT!? WHAT HAS BEING A SPOILTSPORT GOT TO DO IN THIS SITUATION!? YOU JUST WANT THINGS TO GO YOUR WAY! YOURE THE TRULY SELFISH ONE HERE! NOT ME!

does it even matter whether i cry. does it even matter that im not there. does it even matter that i dont exist!? i think IT DOESNT MATTER AT ALL!! nobody cares! even when one of my friends was absent that time. nobody noticed her presence and they just marked her present. WHAT KIND OF ATTITUDE IS THAT!? YOU DONT CARE ABOUT YOUR OWN CLASSMATES. YOU ALL DONT. THATS WHY I HATE YOU ALL SO SO SO SO SO!!!! MUCH!! I HATE YOU ALL!! IM SO SORRY IF I EVER HURT YOUR FEELINGS IN THIS POST. BUT FROM WHERE I VIEW IT, YOU PEOPLE ARE HURTING OUR FEELINGS MORE THAN WE HAVE EVER HURT YOURS!!!

hellos! i must endure! endure. endure!! its one more day til exams officially end!! tmr's our chinese paper2. i guess im kind of nervous. they are adding in sentence structure and fill in the blanks! thats unfair~ other schools stick to the normal arrangement while we have to work our brains and try our best to remember how to write the words. ah im hungry. i havent eaten from 11am onwards. had sausage mcmuffin til now. lols oh wells dinner is soon to be here ^^

anyways i was kind of bored today. so i decided to draw and i managed to complete 3 piece although i loved 2 of them the most. i drew kyo<3<3! then followed by this girl on a broomstick which i suppose everyone would know her as a witch and the last is uotani tohru and hanajima. three of them together. ahhh! i guess its kind of nice?? [but not as nice as valerie's.] they dont look like them though =D but its ok. i'll post it up and show all of you.

oh yes im changing the blog address soon. so watch out for the relinking. =DD
hellos. i think im having flu! yes yes. although it was worse a few minutes ago when i had blocked nose. urf! anyways. i recently found this song - namidaboshi from black cat. its so funny. it reminds me of the ending theme of black cat. the characters were so funny! hahas. must watch it! as well as the ending theme!

today i went for piano lessons alone~ so scary. at first i didnt dare to press the doorbell. cause some people were there. like i think they were the teacher's family members. like so scary! so i walked around the block and called roxanne but she was still in the washroom. so i decided to press the doorbell! damn scary! i stood at the door at first. then my hands were like "trembling" as they reached for the doorbell. then i clicked it!! lols. i actually clicked it!!

it was so terrifying! after that i entered the room. the teacher was listening to the radio then she said "i thought you gave up" to me! oh no i gave her the wrong impression! lols. i missed so many previous lessons. i feel bad about it. oh no! im missing next week's one too due to exams. and it unfortunately falls on a tuesday. and wednesday we had science sa! stupid. i had to study for it. she said she may be putting me to an earlier slot on tuesday =O so scary! but i hope not =D

anyways i should end here. piano was scary today without vanessa[she had fever]. the grade six girl was so professional! *sobs* i think shes younger than me or same age. omg! *cries* i better go and sleep now. got to take panadole later. ok i really should end here today. continue the next time round. listen to namidaboshi!