Monday, May 22, 2006, 3:11 PM
i hate my class. i hate msot of the people in it. i really do HATE them!! why must they treat me like this?! why must they treat us like the background-the air surrounding. they dont put our presence into consideration!! when they're angry, they just like to scream at us when we make a little but of noise. but when THEY'RE happy and THEY scream and shout. they dont even care about their noise level. they just continue laughing and screaming. and when we ask them to quiet down a little they continue to screama nd shout! THEY DONT CARE ABOUT US!!! i hate you all!! i hate you all to the darn CORE!!

yes! i know someone doesnt like me JUST BECAUSE I DIDNT DRAW?! HEY DRAWING IS MY FREEDOM! I DRAW ANYTIME I WANT. ARE YOU ANGRY CAUSE I DIDNT LISTEN TO YOU!? OR ARE YOU ANGRY THAT I DIDNT FEEL LIKE DRAWING! SELFISH PIECE OF CRAP! WHAT IS THE USE ANYWAYS?! WHAT IF I DID DRAW SOMETHING. WOULD THAT HELP?! WOULD THAT HELP IN THE CHANGE OF ATTITUDE IN BOTH THE REST OF THE CLASS TOWARDS US AND YOUR BEHAVIOUR AND WAY OF THINKING?!?! IT'LL ONLY HARM YOU AND MAKE YOU THINK THAT YOU'RE SUPERIOR AND THAT EVERYBODY WOULD LISTEN TO YOU! IM HELPING YOU HERE AND YOURE SAYING ITS MY FAULT FOR NOT LISTENING TO YOU!?!?

YOU PEOPLE ARE ALL JUDGEMENTAL!! DOESNT MEAN THAT I DIDNT WANT TO DRAW OR AS YOU THINK I DIDNT LISTEN TO YOU, THEN I WOULDNT LISTEN TO ANYONE! AND THAT IM IRRITATING OR WHATEVER. THAT IM A SPOILTSPORT!? WHAT HAS BEING A SPOILTSPORT GOT TO DO IN THIS SITUATION!? YOU JUST WANT THINGS TO GO YOUR WAY! YOURE THE TRULY SELFISH ONE HERE! NOT ME!

does it even matter whether i cry. does it even matter that im not there. does it even matter that i dont exist!? i think IT DOESNT MATTER AT ALL!! nobody cares! even when one of my friends was absent that time. nobody noticed her presence and they just marked her present. WHAT KIND OF ATTITUDE IS THAT!? YOU DONT CARE ABOUT YOUR OWN CLASSMATES. YOU ALL DONT. THATS WHY I HATE YOU ALL SO SO SO SO SO!!!! MUCH!! I HATE YOU ALL!! IM SO SORRY IF I EVER HURT YOUR FEELINGS IN THIS POST. BUT FROM WHERE I VIEW IT, YOU PEOPLE ARE HURTING OUR FEELINGS MORE THAN WE HAVE EVER HURT YOURS!!!